Name: "In My Solitude"
Duration: P00H04M23S
Description: The lyrics of this song are an actual suicide letter I wrote to my dad. It became a song. My dad is dead, so....I guess it's now something of a tribute to him.

"In My Solitude"

from "Millennials" by Snuff Film Society

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The lyrics of this song are an actual suicide letter I wrote to my dad. It became a song. My dad is dead, so....I guess it's now something of a tribute to him.

lyrics

In my solitude,
I am impervious
To the likelihood,
Of my suicide,
If you only knew,
Then maybe I,
Wouldn't have been such a recluse,
Or be so coy, around the world at large..

I made my bed,
I slept in it,
Cold as Ice,
As I sweat out,
My emptiness,
My emptiness,

This is my last refuge,
From the life I never asked of you,
And the last decision you knew I would have to make,
If it came to this,
Now you have my apologies,
Later days, I hope we meet again...

I made my bed,
I slept in it,
Cold as Ice,
As I sweat out,
My emptiness,
My emptiness...

Now, I'm off to my respite from this noise...
That I'll never, ever hear again,
I left a note, it was concise, straight to the point....

I am more than sad
I am more than sad
I am more than sad......

I made my bed,
I slept in it,
Cold as Ice,
As I sweat out,
My emptiness,
My emptiness...

Written by Eddie Brophy

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from "Millennials", released May 27, 2016
Camila Devlin (vocals)

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Snuff Film Society Stoneham, Massachusetts

Eddie Brophy had been writing songs for ten years prior to meeting his future favorite band "The Color and Sound." One day, he asked if they'd be interested in helping him record an album of stuff that he had kicking around since he was 19. Depression, drugs, sex, suicide, nihilism, existentialism, and death. I think I wrote a pretty solid rock n' roll album. ... more

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